'Tis Wonderful, 'Tis Marvelous.
Posted on July 4, 2010 with 0 comments
(Ehem... Author's Note: I feel as though I'm writing and rambling for the sake of writing and rambling. But I did make a commitment to myself that I would begin to actually blog. So here's the blogging.)
Oh, the beauty of time. I don't think it heals all wounds; But it certainly does numb them, or perhaps even partially heal them. And to think that just a few weeks ago, I was contemplating how awful life was. For what feels like the first time in a long while, though, I can honestly say I am happy. Just generally content. I have four people in my life who I feel really concrete with, and who I'm always excited to see. Just their general existence and company is plenty to make my day, and they're all so inspiring and eccentric. I learn more spending a day with them then I would with a day of reading or researching. Music, too. Music has helped a tremendous amount, and I feel rather ridiculous saying that it has healing powers.. But I'm now of the opinion that (the right kind of) music heals quite a bit. I found hobbies, I began to spend time with and trust my friends, I distanced myself from the people that were hurting me... And now I feel like I'm ready to just go. Reconnecting with old friends has seriously provided me the most joy out of anything, too, so I feel as thought that four will grow to five or six in just a matter of days. I'm happy with life, and I'm happy with people. I've discovered more about myself and the world around me in the past month than I ever have before, I think. I am so incredibly lucky to be alive and to be liked and have the friends that I have, though. I wouldn't give them up for anything.
Oh, the beauty of time. I don't think it heals all wounds; But it certainly does numb them, or perhaps even partially heal them. And to think that just a few weeks ago, I was contemplating how awful life was. For what feels like the first time in a long while, though, I can honestly say I am happy. Just generally content. I have four people in my life who I feel really concrete with, and who I'm always excited to see. Just their general existence and company is plenty to make my day, and they're all so inspiring and eccentric. I learn more spending a day with them then I would with a day of reading or researching. Music, too. Music has helped a tremendous amount, and I feel rather ridiculous saying that it has healing powers.. But I'm now of the opinion that (the right kind of) music heals quite a bit. I found hobbies, I began to spend time with and trust my friends, I distanced myself from the people that were hurting me... And now I feel like I'm ready to just go. Reconnecting with old friends has seriously provided me the most joy out of anything, too, so I feel as thought that four will grow to five or six in just a matter of days. I'm happy with life, and I'm happy with people. I've discovered more about myself and the world around me in the past month than I ever have before, I think. I am so incredibly lucky to be alive and to be liked and have the friends that I have, though. I wouldn't give them up for anything.